(Source: filmforlife)
I should probably have a set list of people I hold dearly to heart. A list of close friends I may have had for a while, good family, etc. But I don’t. I don’t feel that way at all. I feel…outside of everything. I feel like a distant observer of the life around me. Like one of those people that are “just there”.
By now,
most people, if they have not acquired this “list” or if they feel like I do, might end up with that certain someone that makes up for all of it, they might stay close to their family, maybe even start their own. but, even though I’m expecting, I still feel like I’m part of nothing. I still feel like I have no one. I may care for others but I feel as though I’m infinitely replaceable. And it’s terrifying.
Yet another smoothie that saved my night. Pineapple, strawberries, and mango with Apple juice. Goodnight. #smoothie #food #fresh #yummy #pregnancy
During the ultrasound the doctors called him an angel because the yolk sac(the circle) was right above his head and looked like a halo. #baby #ultrasound #pregnancy
You can tell he’s got his tiny arms and legs crossed already. #baby #ultrasound #pregnancy
Chipotle burger. meat with green chillies, spicy avocado, goat cheese, romaine lettuce, and tomato on a roasted bun.#omg #pregnantgirl #pregnancy #pregnantgirlproblems #delicious #Chipotle #burger #yum #instagood #awesomeness #food #foodography #photography
This was my great grandmother’s sippy cup. It’s made from brass with a teddy bear on the front. #antique #old #baby #cute #cool
You cannot fathom just how amazing this tastes until you’ve actually tried it. #Applepie #moonshine #jelly #yum
Daily earlobe regimen. #emuoil #biooil #vitamineoil #stretchedearlobes #bodymods #bodymodification
little sketch before bed. #skull #anatomy #sketch #drawing #art #artwork #macabreart #macabre #graphite
playing with my doodle app. #eye #eyeball #doodle #sketch #art #artwork #drawing #doodleapp













