I should probably have a set list of people I hold dearly to heart. A list of close friends I may have had for a while, good family, etc. But I don’t. I don’t feel that way at all. I feel…outside of everything. I feel like a distant observer of the life around me. Like one of those people that are “just there”.
most people, if they have not acquired this “list” or if they feel like I do, might end up with that certain someone that makes up for all of it, they might stay close to their family, maybe even start their own. but, even though I’m expecting, I still feel like I’m part of nothing. I still feel like I have no one. I may care for others but I feel as though I’m infinitely replaceable. And it’s terrifying.
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